Hey you guys! Please forgive me if I'm annoying. I feel like I'm *made* of whinge these days, but I really, really need your good vibes tomorrow, if you can spare any. My work situation is horrible right now, and I honestly don't know how I'm going to be able to stand it much longer. My boss seems to be purposely setting me up to fail. I think it's because I did too good a job covering for her while she was out the better part of July. (Incidentally, during the time she was out I was also doing my own job, covering for another person who is on maternity leave, minding the reception desk so that our receptionist can telecommute twice a month --WTF?!?!-- and covering another reception desk for several hours a week for a totally different department.) So I do too good a job, and I get smacked down in the hardest way. I honestly just want to walk, but I can't afford to. This place is so dysfunctional, it's unreal, and it has me in knots like no job has for at least a decade. I have trouble sleeping, I can't choke down much food during the day for being nervous, I feel like I want to throw up all the time, I am drinking less than I have in aaaaages because, I don't know, maybe I'm finally growing up, and in spite of the fact I walked bloody 500 miles between January 1 and July 1, I still have gained 30 pounds in the last year! That's all down to stress. There's no other explanation.
Anyway, if you could send me some good juju to get me through the next few weeks until maternity girl comes back, I'd be grateful. Just to feel like I'm not alone in the face of this would be amazing. Love you guys! :')
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